Wednesday, April 6, 2011

anatomically speaking

I told her that I give up. I give up studying and working my butt off and losing sleep over this class if it's not going to show up in my work. I don't care if she thinks I'm disrespectful or rude but this class has been riding my ass for the entire semester and I'm done with it. I want my sanity back. I believe I'll pass and I think I'll do well on the final project but then again I think that every time we take a test and it gets me nowhere but failing. I'm no accustomed to failing at anything. I graduated 21st in my class in high school and up until this class I've had a pretty damn good gpa in college. If I don't pass this class my gpa will not be good enough to pledge NDA, I won't get my onyx on time with everyone else and I'll have to retake it... which is almost the worst of it all. It's crazy and stupid that all of that rides on just this one class, these 7 points. And it's not like I volunteered for this class, I/we dance majors have to take it for our major and there's no getting around it. What I wouldn't give to get around it. And it's not just me that's failing, there are quite a few other girls who are and shouldn't that tell you something? If your class is failing most of everything, that should tell you that something is not right. Especially when we all study non stop and spend HOURS at a time doing your homework. I'm sorry but I do have other classes to tend to and I have A's in those.
Maybe I shouldn't have said this and maybe I shouldn't be venting or bitching or whatever you want to call it but if I can help it I will never take another class with you.