Well geez. I'm on a roll these days with the whole blogging thing. I guess I've just got a lot to say, or maybe just a lot to think about. So I've been commenting a lot lately on my ambitious plans for life on the other side of the onyx, aka after graduating college in a little over a year. My plans right now are just dreams, and hopes and prayers of what will come of my life, but just because they seem a little out there and maybe TOO ambitious doesn't mean that you can constantly tell me that I will have to settle for less. That's not your place to tell. I didn't ask for your opinions on what I want to do with my life so please don't impose them. I want to do what I want to do and you and your peanut gallery are not going to stop me. Seriously, what I want is not too far out of reach is it? Yes, I am a dreamer with big, Big, BIG dreams and I always have been but what's so wrong with dreaming? I just want to be happy and successful in whatever endeavors I do decide to pursue. But I've always been that girl that wants her happiness to be just a little big more than average, maybe I even want my happiness to be spectacular.
I used to tell people that as soon as I graduated high school I was going to take a Greyhound bus straight to New York City and be on Broadway. Then high school really happened and I realized that my plans weren't exactly going to work out. I fell in love with Meredith College and ended up here. However, sometimes I still wonder what my life would be now if I had taken that bus and never looked back, because nowadays I'm constantly looking back and wondering. I probably wouldn't be on Broadway but what on earth would I be doing? So I think that's why my future plans are so... "dreamy" I guess. Because I never got to live out my post-high school plans of awesomeness... as my friends used to call them. So don't look down on me for my "overly ambitious outlooks on life" because my ambition does fucking push ups in my sleep (as Kurt Hummel would say to Rachel Barry) and with that I'm ready to take on anything. I'll do what I do and you can say that I'm just a dreamer but watch me, one day I'll prove you wrong.
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